In your life , you come across many frontiers when you start questioning yourself, your conscience , your intellect, your heart, soul, mind, and above all ...YOUR BEING..!!! You start thinking why you came here?? You become self consumer of your woes,woes which rise and vanish in oblivious host..And friends believe me you stand on the most tender part of your life where you gotta make a decision for a lifetime...
People question you and then you are into the nothingness of scorn and noise,into the living sea of waking dreams,where there is neither scenes of life nor happiness.... but then comes something very contrasting...and that is most of the time you find the people who question your standpoint are themselves thriving on a fake belief, a fake life.
From past few days these things were troubling me a lot but finally I came to an answer for all this.. and that was "I can't keep on changing myself for each and every comment that is made on me,because if I do that I will forget my own self." I should believe myself ,proceed further taking all comments as a feedback and improve myself. In this process I will encounter many obstacles, but they will improve the taste of my success. WON'T BOTHER ABOUT PEOPLE AND MOVE ON...
Memories they say lives on...With every morning passing by millions of honey like dew drops evaporate into oblivion; there identities lost forever. But still in the short span of time they manage to lend to the nature the freshness, the morning bath and the incarnation it is--day after day..Few months ago, whenever I sat alone ... thought about life..It seemed to be so desolate , something which was eating me inside out, a barren land of death,bathed in blazing,pitiless sunlight,a landscape painted by a sadistic artist...(ALL BCOZ I LEFT MA FRNS, MOM ,DAD,BRO)
"LIKE AS THE WAVES MAKE TOWARDS THE PEBBLED SHORE;
SO DO OUR MINUTES TOWARDS THEIR END....
EACH CHANGING PLACE WITH THAT WHICH GOES BEFORE;
IN SEQUEL TO IT ALL FORWARDS DO CONTEND....!!!!!
When to the sessions of sweet silent thought ...I koyal summon up remembrance of things past..to commence once again with the same unbeaten zeal,hearty and persistent effort...
"PACK CLOUDS AWAY AND WELCOME THE DAY..
WITH NIGHTS WE BANISH SORROW..!!
SWEET AIR BLOW SOFT;MOUNT LARKS ALOFT..
TO GIVE MY FRIENDSHIP A GOOD MORROW...!!!"
In the downhill of my life...when I knew I was declining..I found the most beautiful hearts to stand by me..to give me every possible happiness ..i cud have got ever......!!!!!
But after all these, one thing this tender heart is haunted by is time. How long these soothing moments would continue... again a seperation..!! Then again the same zeal...same effort to continue..!! Thinking all these I grew n today I stand as a matured KOYAL...a gal who believes that these struggles r something which prove that u r still living, dat u r still ready to face the world, u r still ready to outburst in the nights, n to overshadow in the sun....A gal who knows seperations are mandatory part of life.. afterall it was these seperations which made us accept ..every relationship was important in some or the other way...some made us to accept hard truths,some took us to the world of blaze, some to extreme feelings of being a princess.. and some to the feeling of being a forlorn ....and wat not...????So I owe every person who came in my life..contributed to it, added a bit to the growth of my heart...
THANK U...I PAY MY SINCERE GRATITUDE TO ALL ....!!!!!